Sunday, April 08, 2007
@ 11:34 PM
Blah. Pearlyn doesn't believe that i wrote that text to her. Hais. Its not a good day for her, &for me too. Idk she'll see this post or what, but after all these teary days, everyone shld move on with your life. I know idk what it feels like when your loved ones left you, but days for us still have to go on. We shldn't be stucked at the same spot. At least, we all know that he's with God now, &God is taking care of him.Alright, engh of emotional part. I'm not happy now. I know its my mistake that i dropped the lens. I know i'm careless. But you can't entirely blame the mistake on my carelessness. Everyone does make mistakes in their lives, mostly due to carelessness or what. I know right from the beginning, you don't like me to have that. Hello? I'm like going to be 20s in few years time, can't i decide what i want? I'm tired in talking to you, whatever i said doesn't make sense to you.
You're not there when i need you.